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Grrr

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 13, 2009, 4:33 AM
  • Mood: Rant
My sewing machine is fucked. And when I was right in the middle of making my dress for Lou's (~whistfilledsmiles) 21st! All the thread on the bottom stitch keeps catching and looping and tangling into a giant mess. I've re-threaded the bobbin several times, I've cleaned out the bottom bits, played with the thread tension like the fucking instruction manual said, and it still is turning everything into a giant mess.

Grrr I'm angry and frustrated because knowing mum she will take forever to get the machine fixed and how am I supposed to finish my dress now? It was working before and halfway it just started being really pissy at me. Anyone know anything about sewing machines?

I was also supposed to go to the burlesque tonight but my tickets were forgotten to be sent to me, and I only got told this morning that my name was on the list. And out of the 7 people I asked to come with me, 5 were busy and 2 just didn't reply. Sigh. I really wanted to go.

Nothing seems to be working out right! It's truly a frustrating feeling. I'm also sick of mum telling me that things I do are a 'sign of mild autism' (she used to work with austistic kids and she thinks I'm slightly autistic) - I've seen psychiatrists and psychologists for about 5-6 years, I think if I had autism SOMEONE would have picked up on it by now. Apparently I am rigid and don't like change (because I always like to know what's happening, I don't like uncertainty) and I don't do well in social situations, like I act inappropriately to people's emotions sometime. The thing is, I KNOW what they're feeling, I just rather tell the fucking truth instead of lying and hedging and giving them a false sense of hope everything is okay. Or because sometimes I just don't want to deal with people.

Blerugh. Tomorrow will be better.

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~whistfilledsmiles Jun 13, 2009, 3:47:19 PM
i hope today is better sweetheart!
I wouldnt worry about the autism thing...all of the symptoms your mum is talking about are either signs of anxiety or just that your a stubborn bitch ;) your much better in social situations than i am most of the time so if your slightly autistic i must be the full blown thing.
I really wish i could have gone with you :( im sorry!...would you like me to finish your dress? i dont think that robs mum would like me lending hers out but i could use it and finish your dress off???

let me know sweetie! :hugs:

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~Venus--In--Furs Jun 13, 2009, 5:08:37 PM
(joins message to end of lous:) You could also come over and use my machine orrrrr give me the dress and I'll have a shot for you :)
Sorry I didnt come to savers or anything else! Im one of those painful people who need like a week's notice cos Im always running around like a chook with no head.
But I hope you're feeling better :hug:
I got paid about half of what I was expecting too this week but next Friday I'll put some moneys into your account towards that gorgeous print
xx
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~LikeTheAshesOfFlags Jun 13, 2009, 10:45:21 PM
I probably have symptoms of over 9000 disorders. Bahaha.

Good luck finding a sewing machine! :)

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*clandestine-wishes Jun 14, 2009, 2:23:24 AM
Today is better I think - I slept most of it :D

Do you reckon I could come round Thursday like you said and use your machine? I'm not going to let you sew my dress for your party, it'd be funny if everyone needed you to sew their outfits and you'd have to sew like a billion things :p

Apple Strudel... nommm.

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*clandestine-wishes Jun 14, 2009, 2:26:34 AM
No no hun thanks for the offer but I can't let you sew my dress! Lou's offered me the use of her machine, so I think I will take that up simply cos she's closer. Thank you though :)

Bah payday wasn't what you expected? That's horrible! :( Why not? I'm going to pick up the prints on Tuesday I think, so if all goes well I can give you the print and all on Weds! Put the money in next Friday, don't worry your pretty head about it.

:heart:

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*clandestine-wishes Jun 14, 2009, 2:27:14 AM
Thank you darl! I am trying to get the MUA to coordinate a date for our shoot now, so fingers crossed!

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~Venus--In--Furs Jun 14, 2009, 3:09:45 AM
Because I forgot how little hours I did last week -_-
And dont give it to me till i get the money to you! I'll appreciate it even more that way anywhose :D
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~whistfilledsmiles Jun 14, 2009, 5:03:49 AM
haha yea i think that would be fine, ill ask lesley to make sure tomorrow or something

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